Yesterday I was asked to mop the frozen food isles because they were dirty. I would have protested using the logic that wet floor + dirty shoes and cart wheels = dirty floor, but I knew my logic wouldn't have been considered.

After attempting to clean the same 10 feet of floor for 15 minutes, I left the mop and bucket and went on my break. Someone else had to deal with it. C:

Sometimes this job really insults my intelligence. But hey, I guess that's what happens when you work for Safeway.

Wall-E was super. Totally restored my faith in Pixar. C:

Werd.

Sometimes those who make me feel special are just as good at making me feel unimportant.

Erik's stint at the animation studio is over... which isn't a bad thing.

It seems that he's been hiding a SECRET from me for some time. This secret being that he's had the support and funding for our studio for a number of months, he just wasn't ready to start it yet. Now that his job with Arconyx is at an end, he's made his mind that it's time for our turn to run a business.

I'm so damn excited. SO. DAMN. EXCITED.

Bomb the Town is going to happen much sooner than I'd expected.

I found this one chick on FA whom I kinda know on dA- she's very influenced by my style (to the point of several of her characters looking just like my own, but I don't say anything 'cause I really don't care all that much)- and apparently she's a fat fetishist.

This isn't the first time I've stumbled across fans of mine being all AH LUV TEH FATZ. I blame Oz. |: But srsly, there have been a few incidents of people claiming that -I- am a fat people luver and well... let me put it this way:


I love EVERYONE. I find that all shapes and sizes can be attractive. I mean, my boyfriend is teeeeny tiiiiiny and I find him to be very attractive. So I don't really get where people are coming from with this whole "Delz must be into teh fatz" thing. 'cause I'm not. I'm into everyone.


Also, I draw mostly skinny characters. So uhm, yeah. People are dumb.


END RANT.

...how I've been mostly defunkt on the net for over a week and a half and I have nothing to show for my absence.

8|



Well, the new Jason Mraz album is total sexiness. That's something.

I'm sorry, but I'm not around to take your call right now. Please leave your name, number, and a short message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.


*beeeeep*

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR



FUCK THAT MOVIE



GET IT OFF

...and it's a dude.


LOL.


Go figure.



*MANPECKFLEX*

So this cool dude at work wants to commission me to draw an ortho of some random character so he can model it for his game development class.


Sweet.

Had a much better day today despite CRAAAAAMMMMMMPPPPPPPSSS oh dear lord whyyyyy.


I kinda enjoyed being at work- it gets me out of this tiny room. Apparently I accidentally left my car key in Erik's car (along with my wallet), so my car won't be fixed 'til the end of the week when he comes back.



BOOP.

I don't know if I can live here any longer. I feel constantly alone despite the people I know. Even Erik isn't really helping anymore. He was gone for 10 hours yesterday at his sister's wedding (an event I wasn't invited to... for some.. reason... ) and has been sleeping/chatting all day today with the guests at the reception (nobody I know... ) and just now left to visit his dad for a couple hours and show off his new car.


I haven't been to work in four days.


Thursday and Friday I had off, Friday I came down with a horrible sinus infection and had to take Saturday off. Had to take today off 'cause I slept for about 45 minutes total last night. Been pretty much having a mental breakdown all fucking day and I just keep re-realizing how alone I am here.


I miss my friends in NorCal. I have seriously been considering moving back and working for my dad 'cause I don't know how much longer I can stand being here.

Scary thinking I've actually been jetskiing in this lake. 8D

I feel a lot better today for some reason. I still have a headcold and sore throat, but my headache is gone AND I got a sick day so no works today hee hee.

Got a new swimsuit which I VERY MUCH NEEDED. I haven't owned a swimsuit in years. Well, it's a bikini technically... yeah. It's black with pink and white stripes. Got a little black skirt thing to go with it, too. I actually REALLY like it on me... this is the first time I think I've ever looked good in a swimsuit. 0: It's weird.

My wrist still hurts but OH FUCKING WELL. Deal with it.


I was supposed to go to the clinic today to get a doctor's note for work, but I completely forgot about the wedding Erik had to go to and we ran outta time. Soooooo OH FUCKING WELL. They'll have to deal with it for the time being.


I think the nice weather has lifted my spirits. It's been really cold and drizzly the past few days. Normally I like the rain, but when I'm in a bad mood it just makes things worse. The warm weather is nice~