CLASS-A FGGT

MY BRAIN IT HURTS

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:11:01 GMT

Yesterday I was asked to mop the frozen food isles because they were dirty. I would have protested using the logic that wet floor + dirty shoes and cart wheels = dirty floor, but I knew my logic wouldn't have been considered.

After attempting to clean the same 10 feet of floor for 15 minutes, I left the mop and bucket and went on my break. Someone else had to deal with it. C:

Sometimes this job really insults my intelligence. But hey, I guess that's what happens when you work for Safeway.

Omgz

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 05:52:04 GMT

Wall-E was super. Totally restored my faith in Pixar. C:

Werd.

Bah.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:38:08 GMT

Sometimes those who make me feel special are just as good at making me feel unimportant.

Studio

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 05:09:09 GMT

Erik's stint at the animation studio is over... which isn't a bad thing.

It seems that he's been hiding a SECRET from me for some time. This secret being that he's had the support and funding for our studio for a number of months, he just wasn't ready to start it yet. Now that his job with Arconyx is at an end, he's made his mind that it's time for our turn to run a business.

I'm so damn excited. SO. DAMN. EXCITED.

Bomb the Town is going to happen much sooner than I'd expected.

A Button

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:53:35 GMT

Lolzfat

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:44:06 GMT

I found this one chick on FA whom I kinda know on dA- she's very influenced by my style (to the point of several of her characters looking just like my own, but I don't say anything 'cause I really don't care all that much)- and apparently she's a fat fetishist.

This isn't the first time I've stumbled across fans of mine being all AH LUV TEH FATZ. I blame Oz. |: But srsly, there have been a few incidents of people claiming that -I- am a fat people luver and well... let me put it this way:

I love EVERYONE. I find that all shapes and sizes can be attractive. I mean, my boyfriend is teeeeny tiiiiiny and I find him to be very attractive. So I don't really get where people are coming from with this whole "Delz must be into teh fatz" thing. 'cause I'm not. I'm into everyone.

Also, I draw mostly skinny characters. So uhm, yeah. People are dumb.

END RANT.

Kinda sad...

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 03:59:52 GMT

...how I've been mostly defunkt on the net for over a week and a half and I have nothing to show for my absence.

8|

Well, the new Jason Mraz album is total sexiness. That's something.

Busy busy busy.

Sat, 31 May 2008 17:54:04 GMT

I'm sorry, but I'm not around to take your call right now. Please leave your name, number, and a short message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

*beeeeep*

Kung-Fu Panda

Tue, 27 May 2008 00:45:27 GMT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

FUCK THAT MOVIE

GET IT OFF

I finally created an avatar for myself...

Thu, 22 May 2008 07:51:56 GMT

...and it's a dude.

LOL.

Go figure.

*MANPECKFLEX*

BOSS.

Wed, 21 May 2008 04:48:47 GMT

So this cool dude at work wants to commission me to draw an ortho of some random character so he can model it for his game development class.

Sweet.

Better Day

Tue, 20 May 2008 05:50:46 GMT

Had a much better day today despite CRAAAAAMMMMMMPPPPPPPSSS oh dear lord whyyyyy.

I kinda enjoyed being at work- it gets me out of this tiny room. Apparently I accidentally left my car key in Erik's car (along with my wallet), so my car won't be fixed 'til the end of the week when he comes back.

BOOP.

Perpetual Miss

Sun, 18 May 2008 22:39:04 GMT

I don't know if I can live here any longer. I feel constantly alone despite the people I know. Even Erik isn't really helping anymore. He was gone for 10 hours yesterday at his sister's wedding (an event I wasn't invited to... for some.. reason... ) and has been sleeping/chatting all day today with the guests at the reception (nobody I know... ) and just now left to visit his dad for a couple hours and show off his new car.

I haven't been to work in four days.

Thursday and Friday I had off, Friday I came down with a horrible sinus infection and had to take Saturday off. Had to take today off 'cause I slept for about 45 minutes total last night. Been pretty much having a mental breakdown all fucking day and I just keep re-realizing how alone I am here.

I miss my friends in NorCal. I have seriously been considering moving back and working for my dad 'cause I don't know how much longer I can stand being here.

GLORY HOLE

Sun, 18 May 2008 01:41:40 GMT

Scary thinking I've actually been jetskiing in this lake. 8D

Doot doooot doo

Sat, 17 May 2008 21:13:37 GMT

I feel a lot better today for some reason. I still have a headcold and sore throat, but my headache is gone AND I got a sick day so no works today hee hee.

Got a new swimsuit which I VERY MUCH NEEDED. I haven't owned a swimsuit in years. Well, it's a bikini technically... yeah. It's black with pink and white stripes. Got a little black skirt thing to go with it, too. I actually REALLY like it on me... this is the first time I think I've ever looked good in a swimsuit. 0: It's weird.

My wrist still hurts but OH FUCKING WELL. Deal with it.

I was supposed to go to the clinic today to get a doctor's note for work, but I completely forgot about the wedding Erik had to go to and we ran outta time. Soooooo OH FUCKING WELL. They'll have to deal with it for the time being.

I think the nice weather has lifted my spirits. It's been really cold and drizzly the past few days. Normally I like the rain, but when I'm in a bad mood it just makes things worse. The warm weather is nice~

Sat, 17 May 2008 04:17:30 GMT

Oh my fucking god I am going to fucking KILL those goddamn dogs jeesus fucking CHRIST they are so loud and RIGHT OUTSIDE MY DAMN WINDOW UGH.

Someone get me some kind of heavy bludgeoning object. I don't care what. Just fucking do it.

EEMMMOOOOOOO

Fri, 16 May 2008 18:57:47 GMT

This week has been shit. Just... I rarely ever describe an entire week as being bad, but this week... has been nothing but bad. I just want the week to end. Ugh.

So, let's do this in order:

1) On our way back from Bree's house on Saturday, my car's timing belt decides to go out... in the middle of the busy I5 freeway... at night... needless to say, Erik was freaked out and I was trying to help keep him calm while we awaited a tow truck on the side of the freeway.

2) My carpal tunnel syndrome really starts to bother me at work. I have to wear my wrist brace every day while working and it REALLY limits the amount of movement I have. Packing groceries and pushing carts has suddenly become a royal pain in the ass.

3) Erik goes back to Santa Monica to work for the week. We keep HOPING his boss will run out of work for him so he's free to move back down here, but he keeps somehow finding little things for Erik to be doing. It's annoying.

4) I have a slight emotional breakdown at work due to my wrist and the stress of trying to find a place that will fix a car from the 80s and Erik's work issues. I accidentally pulled my wrist the wrong way and it shot pain up my arm... after that, I sorta just had to run outside so none of the customers would see me. They let me go home early 'cause I wasn't fit to work. I'm embarrassed to go back to work now.

5) Wake up on my first day off with my nose draining into the back of my throat. The day progresses and I develop a cough and the drainage starts to clog my nose. Great. A sinus cold. Funtimes.

6) I start my period later that night. It feels like someone is pinching my right ovary with their fingernails. wtf

7) Bree's computer has gone on the fritz again and I haven't been able to talk to her all week. This Colosseum contest on dA is coming up soon and our intro wasn't even half done. After not hearing from her for a while, I decide to just continue it on my own. Yes, I would have LOVED to discuss it with her first, but she hasn't been online. At all. So I make this decision and continue working on the intro comic- later she comes onto dA and leaves messages saying she'll be really busy. Okay that's fine, so will I. I wake up the next morning to see her less-than-amused responses to my decision and now I'm like "Well, fuck... it's not my fault your computer has gone to hell again. I'm sorry, I did want to do this with you, but we wouldn't be able to make the deadline even if your comp does get fixed in the next week."

Bah whatever.

8) I need to go see the doctor for my wrist and my guts. Again. Joy.

Carrion Dancing

Thu, 15 May 2008 20:19:54 GMT

Ever since I was a kid, the song "Carry On Dancing" by Savage Garden has put the mental image in my head of a buzzard dancing with it's food.

WINNAR

Wed, 14 May 2008 08:24:30 GMT

Akjakjdfsldsds

BUHsdjfksdfsd

ISDJKJDkdfjksdfkjsdjfsdfsd

JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111112ewgdfhj

The internet is STUPID.

Wed, 07 May 2008 18:36:46 GMT

But you already knew that.

I was searching for about an hour, trying to find a place where I can purchase and download a specific album I'd been wanting for a while.

You'd think people would like.. be all over that shit, yeah? I want to LEGALLY BUY THIS PLZ GIMME.

But noooooo, the only store that had it was Amazon.com and they a) don't accept paypal and b) were missing one of the tracks anyways.

So after a while, I got frustrated with trying to be good about buying music and just downloaded the album for free from some hacker's blog.

Wheeee~

I've realized something...

Wed, 07 May 2008 02:23:03 GMT

...the day after Cinco de Mayo SUCKS.

It's like "Everybody be a DOUCHE Day."

I guess that's what happens when everyone wakes up with a perpetual hangover from too much partying. |:

Remind me not to work on Seis de Mayo.

Funstuff

Sun, 04 May 2008 18:16:47 GMT

I got THIS.

It is very good. C:

Officilol.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:15:57 GMT

Got my REAL nametag at work today, so now I'm not wearing one with a sticker that says DELIA onnit and looks like it's falling apart. I HAS A REAL ONE MADE OF REAL....uhm.... MAGIC.

HELLS YAH.

But what this more importantly signifies is that I do my job well enough for them to want to keep me on staff after my initial trial period. C: Yay~

Also, apparently our store is in the lead in our district. We have the highest rating and customer satisfaction out of any Vons around~ which is awesome, 'cause if we win, apparently we all get to go to Disneyland or something- free of charge. I SURE HOPE WE KEEP UP THIS SHIT. I <3 Disneyland.

MARGH.

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 07:54:46 GMT

Stupid heat. Go back to Arizona. >[ FGGT

I hate telling people I don't wanna talk about a certain problem, but they talk about it anyways and act all like I brought it up or whatever and BLAH. Yeah. Problem is solved *well, not on my personal end* so this is mostly just a pointless rant that I wanted to get out.

ALL DONE.

Short Lived

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 20:56:46 GMT

Bwaaaaaahhhhh back to hating drawing again.

THAT DIDN'T LAST LONG.

Everyone keeps blaming my intestinal problem for causing me to lack nutrients and stuff my brain needs to function properly. Maybe they're right. Either way, it still sucks and I feel completely useless.

Fuck shit fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I just want to enjoy drawing comics again.